Your are called the SIGNLESS. You have various INTERESTS that you dabble in when you aren't busy INCITING REVOLUTION. You are some kind of QUADRANT GURU according to NOBODY EVER, but trolls keep asking you to SORT OUT THEIR TERRIBLE LIVES. Helping them is secretly a nice break from BEING AWFUL AT SICKLEKIND and NOT GETTING YOUR FRIENDS KILLED, but you enjoy ACTING LIKE IT'S A TOTAL PAIN IN THE ASS.

ASK SOME OTHER RAD BLOGS

MOD

LIFELINE

21st January 2013

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AGING IS WEIRD FOR EVERYONE. LIKE, CATCHING UP TO MY LUSUS?

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FUCKING WEIRD.

BUT OF COURSE SHE SEEMED ANCIENT WHEN I WAS A GRUB. IN RETROSPECT, SHE’S ACTUALLY PRETTY YOUNG, BUT SHE’LL ALWAYS SEEM OLDER TO ME, EVEN IF I END UP AGING FASTER THAN HER. 

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ON THE OTHER HAND, CAPTOR AND I ARE THE SAME AGE, BUT I FLUCTUATE WILDLY BETWEEN SEEING HIM AS SOME KIND OF WISE OLDER BROTHER TYPE, AND THINKING HE’S THE BRATTIEST WIGGLER I’VE EVER HAD A HUMILIATING SCREAMING MATCH WITH.

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WHEN WE WERE TEENAGERS, I USED TO WORRY LIKE A PATHETIC TWIT THAT LEIJON WOULDN’T FIND ME ATTRACTIVE ANYMORE IF I ENDED UP LOOKING A LOT OLDER THAN HER. BUT THAT’S FUCKING STUPID, AND KIND OF INSULTING I GUESS? I USED TO GET BUTTHURT ABOUT HER BEING TALLER THAN ME TOO, WHEN WE WERE KIDS. SHE DOESN’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT EITHER OF THOSE THINGS, SO NEITHER DO I.

BUT THIS KIND OF SHIT IS A FACT OF LIFE FOR LITERALLY EVERYONE. IT’S NOT A SPECIAL OR IMPORTANT MUTANT-BLOOD THING. IN FACT THAT MAKES IT EASIER, BECAUSE IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, I COULD END UP WITH A LIFESPAN SHORTER THAN A MAROON-BLOOD OR LONGER THAN THE CONDESCE. WHO KNOWS? SO WE’VE ALL ACCEPTED THAT IT COULD GO EITHER WAY OR ANYWHERE IN BETWEEN, AND THE REST OF MY FAMILY IS REALLY CLOSE TOGETHER ON THE HEMOSPECTRUM, SO THEY’LL HAVE EACH OTHER.

TO BE HONEST THOUGH, I DON’T MAKE LIFE CHOICES THAT ARE LIKELY TO LEAD TO A LONG AND HEALTHY OLD AGE, SO THE WHOLE THING IS A MOOT POINT. THE BEST WE CAN DO IS LIVE IT UP IN THE MEANTIME. (;B

Dolorosa - Ψiioniic - Disciple

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